IGNORANCE is funny

I don't know anything anymore! I'm so confused about everything, it's terrible. It is like everything doesn't make sense anymore. Why do I do certain things? Why am I going to school? Everything seems like a waste of time. I am doing things because that is what society says i should do; it makes me a normal person. HA that is amusing because no one thinks I am normal for some reason. People see me and I can see what they are thinking. They look at me with disgust as if I was human garbage or some strange creature. They see me and judge me immediately. they do not think anything else, just how terrible I MUST be. Why do I go out of my way to do things for others? No one cares what I do for them, they still treat me like crap. i just want to do what I want. Fuck everyone, if no one cares then i don't either.
It is really funny to me how guys always want to start fights with me. they get so mad because i speak the truth and they can't handle it. I tell them that ignorant people try to solve things with violence because they can't express themselves. That just makes them more angry. I don't know what is wrong with males. They feel threatened around females who know more than them, so they would rather shut them up and put them in their place. It is like they can't take a female proving them wrong, so they have to prove their masculinity HA! By physically beating a female because they know that is one thing they can accomplish. I wish one of those guys actually hit me, it would be so damn awesome! It sounds weird but it would be funny.
People just need to educate themselves because they are so damn stubborn when it comes to learning something new. They cannot accept anyone's views, they can't even bar to listen to them. People like that make me frustrated sometimes. At the same time I feel sorry for them because they are just ignorant. That is the exact reason why people want to start fights with me; they are too ignorant to express their thoughts that they solve issues with violence. well no matter what i say this will continue to happen. There will always be ignorant people around so i would rather just enjoy their ignorant comment haahha