ANAHEIM

Sometimes I fell so helpless. I see people and I think I can not do anything to help them. All I can do is watch and know they exist. Tell them they will be fine. Give them crappy advice. I wish I could do more. They tell me what is wrong but they are probably telling the wrong person. I would love to help if I knew what to do. If I hand money or some kind of power. It is so difficult; I don’t know what to do! I feel like if I could do something for them if I were a different person. I feel like it is my duty to make them feel better. i would totally like to help but sometimes I just feel bad because i can not help. its weird that i think i have to do something; i just feel so uncomfortable because i can not do anything!

Last week two people were shot and killed in Anaheim. One man was shot on April 26 and the other was shot on April 29. One of the people that was shot went to the same high school that i went to. His name was Adrian Ramos and he was only 19 years old. I had some classes with him during high school. He was a year younger than me. I did not know him very well but many of my friends did. I heard from many people that he was shot once and tried to run off but he was shot again. I believed he died at UCI hospital. He did not deserve this he did nothing wrong, he was a good kid. He had some much more to do in his life.
Many people i know are angry that this happened because some gangsters were trying to mug him. Adrian had many friends and they are all so disappointed that this happened. It is terrible that we have to fear for our lives everyday. Those damn lowlifes have nothing productive to do but harm innocent people. Those people contribute nothing to society. All they do is leach off of every hard working person around them. Those bastards do not deserve anything good.
I wish the worst on them. I hope they rot in prison. I hope they understand how they will never be anything but a pain to society. They have no cause, no belief, no remorse. They only care about themselves. The world would be perfect without them. This world has had enough of that bullshit. They do not even deserve to live in a prison cell; they are not worth it. They take up to many resources that they do not deserve. They decided not to contribute, they chose that life, they do not deserve any pity. There is no need to save trash in a neat little pile. Might as well throw it all away. THEY WILL GET WHAT THEY DESERVE.

REST IN PEACE ADRIAN RAMOS